DISATER FIRST DAY

Listening: The Pussycat Dolls - Stick With You
Feeeling: Mixed Emotions
Time: 10:57PM

hello people :(
geez today was very out of nowhere.
it kills me
it started greeeeeeeeeeeeeeat
screaming and saying hi and welcoming back
liek every first day backs are .
LOL
then emily shouted me up and go
when i finished it.
i felt different
like it was a big different
like mentally buh PHYSICALLY.
not like one of those the spirit within me shit.
no i felt bigger, fatter
more emotional
more stuff, etc.
cnt tell you guys
coz it will freak you guys out
and youll start to judge me
and not talk to me and so on .
i talked to 2 of my friends
one says to ask my mom
one says .. to get a test and test it .
you kjnow, like thats what a test is.
anyways ..
i got mixed emotions
coz this is a question that i cnt even ask you guys
if i cnt even answer it myself
its a yes and no question and it has to be either of them
and its life changing after that first question is a yes or a no .
i got no one to really understand whats happening
it would be easier if i was older
as it wouldnt be disappointing as much as now.
anyways .
im not gunna say anything more about this subject
i neeeeeeeeeda get things sorted out
and i need to know the solution and the explanation of this problem
and its a big porblem coz it affects many peoples lifes, my schoo life, my health, my realtionships with my friends and people at school
coz they will judge me .
i hope the question turns to a no
as i can go on with my life
and actually resolve and think about how i cnnot do this again
and if i tell my mom and dad, they will kill me
if i was older then they would be dissappointed buh not as much
becoz i would be an adult .
buh sicne im 14 and 9 months starting work .
they will control me and since im under their roof
i have to take their shit
anyways .
im done tlaking baout this
ill talk to you and inform you
if anything happens.

you know whatsup,
love you, emem

TAPME DAY.

Listening: Aviation - You Were My Everything
Feeling: prettty nice
Time: 6:14PM

HEY PEOPLE!!!
today was really randoms .
lol .

• wokeup at 10
• ate
• showered
• tv

inbvetween those times .
my brother told me sharizaa was coming voer
i didnt know
and i told my bro that pat was coming over
he didnt know
LOL
tht was a rofl momewnt
lol
then, my bro, then my sister
then me showeredf
then we watched tv
i had to sneak in sharizaaa in
lol!
shes scared of my lolo .
anyways
1pm , pat came over
watched tv
and gossip girl
LOL
WE DIDNT EVEN COMPLETE IT!!!
geeeeeeeeeeeez!
anyways .
then we jst hanged around
then time passed
time for sharizaa to go home,
took her busstop then went back home .
then jst hanged around
then we watched how i met your mother
season 4 :D
then we wer making fun of my sisters playhouse disney shows
gosh they are soo LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
LIKE DANG,
then pat hd to leave
and now im kinda bored
friday is his brithday
NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
lol
saturday i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel like going his house
maybe i will :D
okay
ill catchupwithchalatah!
lol btw, pat left his jacket here :L
oky byebye

you know whatsup,
loveyou, emem

Must always bring my fone ==

Listening: Git fresh - Booty Music (Remix) Feat. H.B. Monte & Chingy
Feeeling: Goods
Time: 8:20PM

hello there :D
im boredddd
omg stuff did happen today.
beside pat coming home from USA
i went over his house
i saw chickay&josh
im webcaming with gizelle
[btw. HI GIZELLE]
anyways .
im also getting my hj uniform nxt week
i might start wend of nxt week of start of the week after .
thats it :D
so anywaysss
i went pats houseee
goshhh , i returned what pat gave me ==
it was very, uhmmm moving
ahaha [inside joke]
LOL
anyways , i wannnnnnnnnnt :
people to go over acertain someones house for the certain someones birthday
LOL
anyways
im bored
pat has to come over tomorrow
cozi can hugg him :L
LOL
i did that already buh anyways
im bored.
LOL
i herd pats neice
naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
so cutee
i have a foto of her with pats godsister
so cutee :)
omg, ryannes back
so gizelles happy
shes foning with him now
lol
after them its me and pats turn as usual :L
LOL
paats lame, for a certain reason .
lol
anyways ..
ima go nows
im bored
lol

byebye people

You know whatsup,
love you, emem

Happiest mood ever

Listening: No music
Feeling; Really happy
Time: 12:58PM

hellllooo!!!!!!!!!!
omg iam super happpy!!1
lol
anyways
woke up at 10
whhat change
saw my mom getting eyelashes extentions
which i will get in 2 weeks
anyways
i ate and got a fone call
caller id: an boyprend ko :DD:D:D:D:D
ahahahahha
wer jst tlaking
his voice sounded different
anyways
i herrd what he got me
it sounded wrong
and if it is what i think it is
then ill hit him :L
LOL
naywyas
super happyness!!!
lol
and i might go over his house
of hwell go voer mine
anyway
im still seeing him
need hugg him forever and ever
anyways
talk to you guys later if anything happens
like my fone call im gunna make later to hungry jacks
since i finished my online tests!

You know whatsup,
love you, emem

FOOD,TESTS&MOVIES

Listening: Big Bang - lalala
Feeling: Happy
Time: 12:00AM

HELLO READERS.
this will be a brief entry today
as it is 12am
and im tired and
i wanna wake up tomorrow early to see
if pat calls me :D
okay, finished my online tests in 2 days ..
pretty goods
tomorrow ill call han and tell her whatsup
i went to blacktown workers club
no cute boys for my cousins .
and i watched angues thongs and pefect snogging
awesomeest movie ever
noonga noonga!
lol .
Anywayss .
today was very usualy tv and waking up
and eating alot of food
i did only like 5 plates
my realatives did 10580670276027 plates
liek geeez .
and also having a dilemma .
the fact that only my eyes and emily's eyes are to look at.
i need her >< >You know whatsup,
love you, emem

The Burgers are Better at Hungry Jacks!

Listening: Gym Class Heroes Ft. Patrick Stump - Clothes Off
Feeling: Good :)
Time: 7:12PM

Hello Fellow readers :D
today has been interesting and pretty much random!
okay, ill tell you what i did all day;
- woke up at 12
- ate
- go on net
- play guitar hero
- shower sister
- took a shower
- go hungry jacks
- ate at pho 76
- went woolies
- went home
- went back on the net
ill tell you all in detail
woke up at 12 midday as usual
not my fault im a very sleepy person, i lovvvvvvvvvvve sleeping,
who doesnt like sleeeping? if you dont, then your retarded!
so i woke up watched tv as usual
then ate some bread and some rice and soup .
anyways
went on net, no one was really online so i went back to tv
then i went back to net
to see that patters!!! was online
like omg, i know hes leavin USA tomorrow , buh i wanted to talk to so,
i read his email
saying him and his cousins taking pat to a strip joint,
yea sure nothings gunna happen *cough*
hmm anyways ,
i replied to his email, and then watched some tv ..
then i got bored
so i did my guitar hero time .
after 1-2hrs i had to make my sister take a shower.
after that it waas 3:50pm
and i had to go to hungry jacks at 4pm
so i had to take quick shower and i soon as my dad came home, i ran to the car and
told him we hav to go now
and when we arrived i had to ask for my manager
and a buhnch of randomwer jst lookn at me, all azn-ish/halfcasts
one went up to me to be nice,
named grace
buhs she seemed nice
after that
she told me to do the online training, which io am doing now
btw, that online training is veryeasy , so far.
lol
anyways
we went shopping and ate
hmm wen we went home
ig ot started on my ionline training
and yea thats it. ive only been awake for 7 hrs
btw shout out to sharizaa: welcome backs!!!!
rofl
anyways .
my brother wanted to play guitar her with me, ui told him later
so i can started on my training,
the maximum time to finihsing it it 1 month
ill finish it in 2 weeeks, i hope
coz i got nothing to do
so yea .
hmmm bored ==
okay readers needa do my training
ill ttyl ,
ill write another entry
byebye
<333333333333333333333 style="font-size:180%;">you know whatsup,
love you, Emem

CALMING DOWN!

Listening: Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas - This Is Me Gotta Find You
Feeling: Eh ? So, so
Time: 8:25PM

GOOD EVENING!!!

ive calmed down
with my friend mr. guitar hero
LOL, having so play time with my bro's PS3.
buhhe joined too ><
we watched mr woodcock it made>me laugh hard .
anywaysss .
i talked to john giang
he forgot about its
lol
how gay
buh he promised that hell help me nxt time
hmmm, he forgot his fone at HOME,
WHILE HE WAS AT TUTOR!
loooool!
random
buh hell hlep nxzt time
im over its
lol
my rents questioning me why im home early
like wtf?
not your problem
shouldnt you be happy that i went home ?
anyways!!
im having a bonding moment with audrey
buh im not mentioning it
coz thats meann!!!!!!!
lol
hi audrey!, if your reading this :L
ahahahahha
gizelles webcaming with me , hi gizelle!
ROFLOLMAO
hmm readers, annabelle&kevin are alright nows!
thankgod!
ahahahha i know what was the problem, not mntioning it , sorry ><
AHAHHAHA .
i talked to joe today ..
he told me the whole story
and i think hes gunna be alright .
so wer gooooooooooooooooooooood!
READERS!
im bored
so whatupppp!
img unna go offs soon
coz i wanna watch my show
privledged, on fox 8
btw, you guys like my new layout
all thanks to kj!
she found it for me
it was called " fences"
i aint calling mine fences
so i fulll spiced it up to my standards :D
ahahah, im boreddd people!
anyways ..

readers..
i might jst get off bloggers ..
buh dw, ill be
writing another entry
later .
LOL

You know whatsup,
loveyou, emem

REALLY REALLY Bad organizing!!!!!

listening: Lil Jon & Eastside Boys feat Ying Yang Twins - Get Low
Feeling: Pissed and Sad :(
Time: 2:00pm

OMG!!!!!!!
WTF WAS THAT.
like seriously that was the worst outing i ever planned.
it lasted for 2 hours cos that was how lonered i was .
like shit, i looked lost
and i go livo everyweeek!
ii saw jervis there
lol he looked adorable
LOL .
anyways ><>< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> 1005802976802467 times
i talked to gordon, i understand why he didnt go
buh jimmy said, how could he be tired ,blahblah
and i couldnt get in contact with john
and was the one who kinda got the idea of us going outs ..
how fcuken gay .
after jimmy left, i got something to eat and left
catch the bus and went home
now im here ljst typing this blog
i thought it couldnt be bad
buh it was seriouslyt BADDD
LIKE SHIT!
tung and peter couldnt go
coz of studying at uhmmm their friendshouse
buh how lame ><
and im over my bill in my fone
how lame
Gordon wasnt there coz he had easter show yesterday
and he was tired
buh oh well .
there are other ones.
anyway....
im bore nows , and emily decided to go parrra
with NICOLE!!!
i wanted to go
i would of blew this off for parra with my bests /.
note to self: plann outings with poeple wwho are organized& the nite b4 make sure who is officially coming ..
still what evs ..
hmm im done,
ill write another one in a few hours, till i have calmed down or if soemthing good happen.


you know whatsup,
love you, Emem

Relationship Central Help!

Listening: Atozzio - Every Piece of my Heart
Feeling: So so
Time: 11:59 PM

Goood EVENING!!!!
hmmmm
finally i talked to my Patttters
he kinda seemed abit pissed
coz of this blog :L
he saw how many gifts im getting him,
well not as in number
buy the sound of the words "giftts" and "alot"
i was like OH SHIT
when he asked me.
anyways
I was tlaking to a friend of mine,
she was having problems with her relation ship
she was talking to me about her little problem .
well it seemed big, as she felted sad on the net.
well readers , i know this is bad
so ill replace the name .
if they are reading now .
so my friend, Annabelle is having problems with her
boytoy named kevin ,
it seems that kevin is having a big dilemma
he hasnt told annabelle yet
buh hes gunna consult a friend .
maybe a bestfriend i presume .
buh anyways ... annabelle told me shes having many arguments with him
buh very little
kevin is kinda losing hope
buh liek wtf?!
annabelle will stand by you , whatever it is
yu stood by her when that big problem happened,
annabelle, sorry im mentioning this,
buh . like you guys aare perfect like wtf
you guys are going through a big test
seeing ifyou guys will still be together through thick and thin
and believe me
ive seen and tlked to you guys during these times
and its gunna be fine
so kevin you better tell her
coz the longer you put it off, the biggger the
explosion will be.
another note.
another friend in trouble .
my friend Joe
is having a problem
with hhis ex
as they went off the relation very badly
first time they broke it was her, who dumped him
2nd one was Joe dumpering her
weakishly .
and which insulted her .
and blocked and deleted joe,
and joe tries cntacting her
and she wouldnt budge
so hmmm ,
i told joe to give some time to her
and since this was KINDA recent
to back off
and if you ever speak to her
to apologize
and to start out as friends again .
readers: got any better advice, tell me on msn
please.
LOL
these people need help
their relation ships with eachother are at state.
on a good note readers.
im getting better in guitar hero
i know random
LOOOL
i wrote too many entries in 1 day
and liek i jst got it a few hours ago
LOL
anyways readers its time
for Emem to get her sleep
as it will make her happy and make energized for her outing with the ffld boys tomorrow
i still needa contact them tomorrow morning but
Nites !


You know whatsup,
love you, emem

FINALLY! LIKE THANK GAWD!

Listening; Js - Icecream
Feeling: Accomplished:)
Time: 5:45 PM

FINALLY PEOPLE!!!!!

i fixed my blogg layouts and shit!!!
ALLELUIAH!!!
AHAHAHHA .
i know im a freak
buh people
it took me ages.
Lol thanks to kristy .
buh i did the customised links and pics by my self
i feel good
buh i wanna change it buh , later..
i hope
ahaha at first iw anted it
at a diary looking one
BUH IT WAS TOO HARD.
the picks are liek full good
so stuff it ><>
im full happy
over one little achievement!
it took my mind off pat, still in USA.
buh still hell be back soon.
i hope :D
its jst the days are taking forever to end
its gay
buhi have to deal with it
hmm, on friday i have to go back to cabra HJ.
for some thing
buh its my new job
uhnlike red rooster
i still have that job
buh they are junkies
and un organised!
like wtf?!?!?!!?
i know ..
buh they havnt called me
im not interested in that job coz its gay
ill stil buy shit from there
buh , i dont wanna work there
hardly any body goes to that one
HJ, is near my friends house
so YAY!!!!!
AHAHAHHA ,
anyways...
today was boring...
wokeup at 12 as usual .
ate toast
watch tv
thats it .
so lame
buh tomorrow should be better than other days .
im going out with
john, gordon And jimmy,
buh maybe tung and sueprhuman peter might go
if their study group fails .
So hmmmm, i hope today works out
i sent out txts to all the guys
hmmmm, i hope the reply
LOOOOL
ill check nows .
brb.
.....
...
....
...
IM BACK!
AHA!
Gordon replied,
hes always paying attention to his fone .
lol the others ...
not so good in the fones.
il ask them over the net
or il call them
i duno .
LOOOL .
OH GAWD GH!!!
Aka. Guitar hero...
my bro was out yeseterday
and i was full into it
i merged from easy to meduim
so im all gooods
buh on some songs, im shit in meduim
buhim stillworking on it
till, justin picks his GH ups.
OMG, i wastched GG, aka. gossip girl
so frikken gay ><
blair and chuck shouldbe together
anyways
who cares :L
LOOOL
buh anyways, i cnt stop blogging
i lvoe it.
i dont care whos readin or whos not
this is mine, and i can express my feelings.
buh people should know how i feel
buh who cares its their problem
anyways. ..
if i mention anyone on any of my entries..
its either im proud of them or angry and bitching about them, or replacing their names if
im that angry
LOOOOOL
im sorry in the future if its your name
LOOOOL .
anyways im outs, i bet ill write another one later.

you know whatsup,
love you, Emem

AGRO MOMENT!

OH GAWD!

this is pissing me off,
trying to fix this blogg.
ahahha .
im such a bored kient
buh for the nxt few months and so on itll be
my daily diary
and what not .
LOL .
okay.
soon illl shower my sister and help her with stuff.
ahah guys,
btw vs me!!!!
http://ememv.mybrute.com
i think ill kick your ass
i duno
john giang intro this to me,
ahahahha i was bored >< >


You know whatsup,
love you, Emem

Waiting.

Omg!!!
days are getting frikken longer
waiting for my "philo prince" as Gordon
call is.
for my philo prince to come back home from the otherside of the world
thats like gay >< style="font-weight: bold;"> bullshit!
ahahahha.
i wish he jst co me to my house and suprise me
apparently hes suprisingg me
im scared
i bet hell jst say hi at a random time
i want a BIG suprise
i bpought his gift last week , the same day as my piercing!
i love it, hell love it
buh hell feel bad coz its alot
LOL
not my problem .
ahahahahha my piercing on the other hand
is toooooo closeeee >< style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;">
proud of her!!!
ahahahha
anyways, ill get a 3rd one in a few weeks
in about a month or so
as long as b4 my brithday
niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ANYWAYS!!!
hmm, tomorrow il be out with the guys :DD:D:
niceeee!
well jst go livo and jst hang arounmd
and watch fast ad furious
which is awesome
i lalalala loveeeee that movie .
hmm, its gunna be awesome, well
i hope itll be
omg btw, i got a job interview
within hours i got hired
how frikkena awesome
LOOOOOOOOL
hungry jacks cabra, people feel freee to make me embarrased
and visit me!
anyways,
illl blog again later .
either today or tomorrow.
either way this blogging is permanent!!!!

You know you love me ,
oxox, Gossip girl.

JOKESS!!!

you know whatsup,
loveyou, EMEMEMEM