bored kieeeeeeeents

Listening: no music
Feeling: sick .
Time: 1013AM

omgshhh ><
soo bored
im tyrying to make a story .
in englishhh .
hmmm
i think i know what i mightbe doing .
buh it is realllllly really shit
hmmmm
i go work tomorrow .
LOL
is ian working
gosh i duno :S
SCARYY .
lol
LOL anywaysss
sport.
hmmmmm prettty gay
trying to get fit or toned
LOL
to fit in a formal dresss.
LOLLLLLLL .
hmmmmm.
needa wax my eyebrows
LOL
me and patty are cooo
me and sharizaaa
are starting to get all tight again
bitching about my brother
laters :)

omgsh ><

Listening: SecondHand Serenade - a twist in my story
Feeling: HURTTTT :'(
Time: 134PM

OMGSHH ><
when i told you yesterday
we went silent
it cut me up so bad ><
LIKE SHIT
coz i wanted to hold you
buh you went away
now im in tear
and yet your coming over like in 5 mins :(
to talk
omgshhhh
it hurts
lastnight hurt
what happpened if i didnt tell you!
what happened if someone else told you
that would of hurt you more
i hated last night
after i told
you
i wasnt even gunna plan this
i decided to tell you
coz i saw your face, so inlove and happpy
and i cnt stoppppppp thinking about the fact that i hurt you .
and like it sucks
coz i didnt even want that to happen :(
its al his fault .
it wasnt mine
coz i was hitting him and pushing him
andyet it feels like your putting the shit on me :(
i hated the fact that you hang up on meeee
every time we talk on th efone this morning :(
will express later
my heart is shattering :(

youknow whatsup
loveyou, emem

CONFUSIOUS

Music: Dream - Walking on the moon
Feeling: confused - ish
Time: 1019AM


HEYS S.
again
lol
omgshhh
i feeel abit confused
about boys.
OMGSHHHH
due to the fact that this is sooo werid .
LOL ,
hmmmm,
i think its a fading romance
buh yet again its growing everytime we talk
buh things havnt happen thats the problem .
and the fact in his mind nothings wrong
and in mind soemtthing is
its werid
i duno anymore
theres one boy that i love to death .
BUH theres another one .
jst met
buh hes unpredictable
like hell like me, then hell be werid to me
what the fcuk
i duno anymore
AHAHAHAH
buh the boy that i love absoloutuly
hes not tlaking the smae
he didnt talk normal this week
i duno whats wrong with him :(
I GAWSHH
its werid .
omgsh
will talk about this later :)

youknow whatsup,
loveyou, emem

Tummmmmy hurts .

Music: Isreal - Freak Tonight . [IPOD]
Feeling: hurt, physicllly my tujmmy hurts
Time: 1002AM

IN IST .
lol
weekend was reallyt woah
LOL .
friday , OH GAWD
WORK
HMMM ,
work ;)
LOL
jokes, or am i
maybe maybe not ,.
LOL
saturday
got my puppppppppppppppppppppy
names cookie
a boy :)
VERY CUTE .
ahahahah
anyways .
LOL
nikkis party .
so funn :)doesnt matter how many people came
it was madd .
LOL
emily that hoe .
AHAHAH
patrick that dickhhead
petr that edible freak
LOL

ahahah
sunday
worked at 5am
omgsh
so tired
coookie is cryin now
coz he misses me
NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW
lol
i gto so pissed, that ihad to eave him :(
LOL
ill be home
in a few
LOL
gtg
bored .
ahaha
later :)

youknow whatsup,
loveyou, emem