meh i dont care

you may hate me for all i care, doesnt mean that itll bother me,
it will soon drive you insane jst wait/
so stop thebitching coz i havnt said shit about you,
so shut your mouth and get over it
and move on
like be an adult , well at least grow up
there are girls that start a new begining evvery day so you should do the same
whateva u do doesnt affect me, coz ive been through shit
that yu have never been close to being
so stop calling me a slut, coz you dont have anything else better
to do then jst put people down,
like really, do you have a life?
hate me for all i care
i hope you have a FANTABOLOUS NIGHT on your formal
cya there ;)

i dont understand.

i dont understand why he/she is getting angry
i dont know how i got her angry and her besfriend too.
how did it get personal? all i did was ask your bffl /
and im sorrrrry that i make you angry
i dont want our friendship to end over a guy. thats just lame and sucky
you may be amgry at me and wanna hit me, ill jst stay put and not do anything.
you can hit me and anything, i jst wanna talk to you and confront you
buh later, coz i dont want to make you more pissed now.
i hate the fact that this is hapening, if you reallly want him, then ill sacrifice my happiness for you/

i dont wanna fight, argue or anything bad.
just talking.
actually the fact that he still thinks of you, remember memories.
im envyous of you
your cool, you can play intruments, your a pretty mad girl seriously,
i seriously cnt stand against you/
i thought about what im going to do, buh seriously
im not sure.
and btw, i duno what i did to your bestfriend, getting in the way withs some guy
becoz i asked her and she said i did nothing,
and i asked her to swear to god, and to tell me the truth if i ever did.

standby, be on the sidelines.

SEEING SOMEONE, hes like awesome, buh he jst recently broke up with my friend.
and like i dont wanna tell everyone that im like going out with him, coz shell think that im a backstabber or people think that hes using me.
so yea, the fact that my heart is aching and stuff its just that this guy is the first guy i am falling for since pat, like wow, very very official .so yea
like im scared to open up to guys coz im scared that theyll jst chuck my heart on the floor and smash it up infront of me.

and yea. buh even though im fallling for him,
hes stillnot over his ex, i understand that, .
it jst means i needa stay in the sidelines till this love game is over, if either i have to walk away from the game, or i get to come in to the game .
either way, it doesnt matter about me its about him and her,
whatever makes them happpy .

it sucks how ive fallen for him, and i said the L word.
and yet hes not over her.
well i dont wanna be selfish so overall,
its about themm and only them .

im sorry that im not awesome, and a bass guitar player, im like shit compared to her.
shes an awesome friend tooooo.
shit im such a shitty person .
dang , i cnt believe im inlove with him .
how WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW :)

illbe the supportive one and jst sit.

exciting:L

atm my life is kinda boring, like seriously, same thing liek skewl work and fambams.
nothings on .
like omgsh ><
i should be out going nuts :L ahahah
in need of change, reminds me of pios blogggggggggggggggg.
welll its true, i seriously did have a neeed of change
well anywaysss
happy birthday stephhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
17 dannnnnnng !
ahahha party was aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiite, it was fun
swimming, fooood and people ofcourse.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
buh emilys brithday is tomorrow, buh i duno if im going and shes my bfffff ==
naaw , i feeel bad :(
oooft i smeell like a man, rexonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
ahahahhaha the whole time, spent it with piopiopio :):):):)
AHAHAHHAHAHAH awesomeeeeeeeee,
im excitedd , today was changelinnnng , :)
ahahhaha anyways i gtg tttyl

tired asss.

omgsh so frikken tireddd ><
ahahahhaha
weekend wass soo boring, besides the manny pacquiao fight
ftwwww!
lol, hmmmmmm im boredd , ahahhaha
my comp restartedddd goshh><
i neeeeeed a new dress, i look ugly in both
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
I DUNOO ANYMORE!!!!
ahhahahah im bored
lol shi gtg later

SC WEEEK GUYS!

hey guys, sorrry i havnt been lblogging for the past few days.
its coz my lappy broke and my ifone got me confused on blogger.
LOL since its nearly midnight i say stuff not in detail and very brief :)

monday;
schoolc certificate, omgshhh soo annoying and boring slept half the time like OMMMMMMGGGG!
lol, went workkk did close, omgsh imiss kj soo much :( i got told off my chuchu coz i lied about missing work, roooofoooool!grace nearly fell rofoool

tuesday: sc again/
lol nothing mucht ehre, uhmmm nothing really
people trying to pick me up at work rooofooool

wednesday:
the worst, watched a movie
did nothing
arvoo, didnt get one
argueing with teachersss
coz they are stupid
asif youd leave my siser in the foyer byherself that dick face
i told mommy, shes pissed
MWHWHHSHSHHHHAHHAHAHHA
lol
i gtg nnow byee loveyouuu

my bored buddy, bestest homie, dopey homoo :)

seeing as its the middle of the night, well not really, nearly 12 i guess, i jst needed to say this coz i wont remmebr this ever.

welll i would like to dedicate this entry to my PIOPIO :)
AS HE IS AWESOME

PIOOOO AT AGE 15!

sorry that was the only foto you cans ee of pio, as he didnt like fotos at that time, and was very dodgey, and i liked that day :)

well on the day of octobe 30, i decide to jigg, buh i didnt know that iw as gunna see him :)
lol my piopio.
havne t seen him in so long, liek 10 montsh
god i missed him, as i readhis blogg, made me think about, how much i apparently changed, and how much i mean to my piopio.
LOL. dw pio you mean alot to me, i gave you all my bored bitchfits, and bored ness lines of

"IM BOREDDD PIOOOO!!!"

AHAHAHHAHHA.
omgshhh pioo you made my day, when i came to you skewl and visited you, dw grace, you did tooo,
AHAHAHHAHHA ,you both did.
THAT WAS A GREEEEAT DAY, besides the fact that i got an arvo for it :L
AHAHHHA
soo yea, pio you heck of a person. dont ever change one bit, ahahah wer gunna go out on holidays. no worries.
anyways, mannnn pio
wheni saw your face, i was like dannng this guys the same, dont ever change.
LOL
ahahahha you make me laughhh .
LOL
ttyl readers.

Boring ass weekend, like seriously :L

goood evening readers, just to let youk now that, schoolcertificate is currently up my ass, like seriously and also i didnt get studying time this whole weekend.

ahahahha this will only be a short entry, as i gotta sleep nicely for my sc, fculen hell.
ahahhahahaha, uhmmmm..

saturday;
shit what did i do on saturday.
OHHH YEA, i got my eyes checked, went bball, and saw rjay pat ryanne lindell, dylan dale etc.
LOL ,i saw taliah dannng, :S
LOOOOL, uhmmmmmm thenn i went work, fcuken hell, i hate it, manageers are such anal heads.
oh yea i wanna go utopia and yea.

today;
woke up, ate pancakes, called grace and lily, to go livo.
told dad to chuck me a sicky, coz today waws troys birthday.
lol , we had to go his house.
and then we went to livo find formal dresses, i recomend for grace, the purple 100 dress, gorgeousss!!!!!!! i swear!!!!
like dang, iwant the myer dresssss :)
LOL
ahahha then after livo, we went home, the went troys house then went woolies thats it.
very very boring weeekend.
ew.
LOL i neeeeeda doooo someeeee dedicationnnnnn bloggs.
LOL
ttyl BYEEEE

STUPID SHIT.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey lads!

this past week was a karma for last week till tuesday of this week :L
emotional rollercoaster. i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

i dont have time to type everything well, maybe coz i cbf and its like 1235AM.
LOOOOOOL
okay

thursday;
i got told off by arida and zangari, made me really cry
those bitches
trying to get info out of me about jay and cheda
asif ad snitch
SNITCHES GET STITCHES COZ THEYRE BITCHES:L
likeee thats jst stupiddd!!!
and thenn i was all teary, i seriously am thinking of going to public schooling,
alteast i get good grades, good mates, and easier, no catholic school bullshit.
so yeaaa, hmmmm, i was thinking that iw as gunna get suspended
like emily was, buh nvm . LOL .
i knew i had to tell my mom, gosh i hate pissing her off.
and omgsh at work pain in my ass, dara jst up my ass, sorry im shit at ddrive thru, fcuk sorry you have favourites, you may be mad, buh your a pain at the same time,
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH ><
lol i wannnnnna quit so bad, buh i only go for my friends .
soooo well see, if some other place wants to hire, then im OFFF!!!
lol
AHAHAHHAH


today;
studyinggggg, taking picsssssss. bitching to girls, and stufff
I GET AN ARVO, INSTEAD OF SUSPENION . THANKGOD,
still wanna get to another skewl
i wanted to go claires house, buh noooooooooooo, i was introubleee, and i didnt wanna piss them offf == goshhhhh .
gab going cecil nxt year, ima miss that boy
all the leavers finish nxt weeek omgshhh!!!!!SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKS.
I CNT BELIEVE PEOPLE SAYING SHIT ABOUT ME,
SAYING THAT IM DIRTY, GOD I THOUGHT YOU GUYS ATLEAST KNOW ME ABIT,
weve beeen knowing eachother for liek 4 years now, some of you even PRIMARY!
like seriously, i dont do that shit, i have my random freak outs, boy crazy moments,
doesnt mean im liek that
i aint fcuked up, your fcuked up for sayint that, and not even asking me whatsupppp!
like wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I TOLD MY MOM ABOUT THE TROUBLE IN, IN THE MORNING, SHE WAS PISSED.
lol jst dissappointed, she thinks iw as gunna be like my bro, ewww .
AHAHAHHAHHAHHA
LOL, candace has a blogg, your so cute :)
LOOOOOOOOL ,i neeeda think of bday presents, for jordan, emily, candace, breeeza, etc.
going jays party nxt week, and week after emilys birthday .
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
EXCITING, NEEDA STUDY THIS WEEKEND, OOOOOOOOOOOOOFT.
THE END IS NEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rumoursss; believe them or not.

RUMOUR:
ru⋅mor  
–noun
1. a story or statement in general circulation without confirmation or certainty as to facts: a rumor of war.
2. gossip; hearsay: Don't listen to rumor.

good evening guysss,
life isss complicatingg .
schoool certificate coming up - yess im kinda studying coz jay and xander told me to :L
boys - so confusing
friends - i duno who to trust anymore

ill tel in dept no worries mateyyys :)

schoool;
hmm despiste the fact that, i haveee been trying to sudy, like seriously i have, i did 3 pages about AID in sport
and i got my notes organised for geo, needa do some for history, math, its an attempt :)
in rotations today, i was introuble becoz i was sleeping, well the thought so, they go me from behind, and likee they didnt see my face dickheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeads!!
loool, i also had ict, soooooo fail, coz i was sleepy and me and candace wer reading ripleys books :L
and pastoral ,INSPIRATION SHITTTT
LOLLLLLLL
HILARIOUS, me and gab, wer sooo deaddd :L
i neeeda tlak about formal, i duno what to doo about dress
FCUK ME DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and then things happened during skewl which goes under, friends.

friends;
seriously, i duno who to believe anymore, or to trust to tlak to,
im talking about rumours, seriously, i know gossip is fun , buh first of all get your facts rightttt like seriously .
i have feedback from candace, josh and alfonso, that i felt up dylan like ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!, like wtf, id never do that to a friend, all i did was say hi to him and danced with my friends not with him, hell no!
jst to get your facts straight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and josie came up to me asking me if i gave stefan a hand in foodtech
our of all places, like wtfff!
whod see me doing that, NO ONE SERIOUSLY !
i aint no ganga, dangdang is one :L
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA , anyways , this is full of bullshit, peoplee b4 you spread it , get your shit straight, i didnt even find out about this bullshit tilll josh and alonse go up to me, i seriously am annoyed like omgsh, stupid bullshit ==
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH FML ! i cbf tlaking to huy, buhh i have too apparenly. i wish jay and cheda wer there to support.

boys;
LOL i miss my husband, AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHHA long story .
i have a thing fo A again, i shouldnt,
and i donthav a thing for J, anymore :L I DID, BUH I CAN TELL IT WOULDNT WORK OUT .
boys are complicated,im not longer gunna chase boys, coz its too muchhh for me,
MEET ME HALFWAY !!!
lol i get its, lol .
F WITH BS that wat people ask me , like omgshhh
i aint you bootycall :L
seriouslyyy, hmmmm, no chasing, if they are cbf to get me,then i wont try .
MWHAHAHAH ,lol .
im outs well see what tomorrow brings us :)

PARTWEEKEND-HAPPYBELATEDHALLOWEEEN!

hey guys!

happy halloween, well belated.
weekend was pretty mad, bittersweet, buh MOSTLY MAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weekend ftw YO

each day is very different :)

saturday;
i wokeup,went livo with mother, bought stuff, i bought a clutchhh !!!
and then it was time for envy, daaaang it was funnnn , well too me, coz i was having the time of my life!
LOOOOL grindinggg on different arabs, i say azns to emily, or shell get pissed .
so hoooot!!
LOL ,i was going NUTSS, imagine real clubbbing :)
overall had the time of my lifee
i was with tasha and her friendss , it was goooood , people with druggs,
brendan nearly got arrested for popping pill
peter didnt go .
LOL
buh it was funnn
i was in a sandwhich ^^
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFT
absss!!!! sexyyy!!!
JAY DIDNT GOOOO SO DID CHEDA :(

sunday;
wokeup, bummed around,
till it was time for me to work, came early to eat, thennn after that, through out the night throwing upp, i dunow why,
teddy could tell
it was baaaad then me and jay chucked a allnighter,
i was supposed to sneak out with him , buhh i felt sick :L
then it turned into monday
jay saw me at workkk LOL

monday;
slept at 8am with jay on msn, wokeup at 2
fixed shoe closet, pickedup sister, worked , finished early.
went home, couldnt sleep,
wasnt tired
so i sneaked out with jay, went home tuesday 2am
it was maaad :)
good times :):):)
LOOOOOOL

today;
woke up like a baby, had a good day,
hot though
study periods,
tlaking to friends on ifone :L
LOL
and thennnnnn, i went work
cathey, cheda, jay,radi and friends came to hj,
from tinas birthday
lol
missed themmm
OHH well
cathey soo gorgeous .
DANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG ,
lol i gtg
sleep
laters :)