Sunday, November 22, 2009

standby, be on the sidelines.

SEEING SOMEONE, hes like awesome, buh he jst recently broke up with my friend.
and like i dont wanna tell everyone that im like going out with him, coz shell think that im a backstabber or people think that hes using me.
so yea, the fact that my heart is aching and stuff its just that this guy is the first guy i am falling for since pat, like wow, very very official .so yea
like im scared to open up to guys coz im scared that theyll jst chuck my heart on the floor and smash it up infront of me.

and yea. buh even though im fallling for him,
hes stillnot over his ex, i understand that, .
it jst means i needa stay in the sidelines till this love game is over, if either i have to walk away from the game, or i get to come in to the game .
either way, it doesnt matter about me its about him and her,
whatever makes them happpy .

it sucks how ive fallen for him, and i said the L word.
and yet hes not over her.
well i dont wanna be selfish so overall,
its about themm and only them .

im sorry that im not awesome, and a bass guitar player, im like shit compared to her.
shes an awesome friend tooooo.
shit im such a shitty person .
dang , i cnt believe im inlove with him .
how WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW :)

illbe the supportive one and jst sit.

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