omgsh ><

Listening: SecondHand Serenade - a twist in my story
Feeling: HURTTTT :'(
Time: 134PM

OMGSHH ><
when i told you yesterday
we went silent
it cut me up so bad ><
LIKE SHIT
coz i wanted to hold you
buh you went away
now im in tear
and yet your coming over like in 5 mins :(
to talk
omgshhhh
it hurts
lastnight hurt
what happpened if i didnt tell you!
what happened if someone else told you
that would of hurt you more
i hated last night
after i told
you
i wasnt even gunna plan this
i decided to tell you
coz i saw your face, so inlove and happpy
and i cnt stoppppppp thinking about the fact that i hurt you .
and like it sucks
coz i didnt even want that to happen :(
its al his fault .
it wasnt mine
coz i was hitting him and pushing him
andyet it feels like your putting the shit on me :(
i hated the fact that you hang up on meeee
every time we talk on th efone this morning :(
will express later
my heart is shattering :(

youknow whatsup
loveyou, emem