not ready

Listening: Taylor Swift - Crazier
Mood: depressed
Time:1114PM

gosh this hard ,
talking to you, not saying i love you, shitty love songs coming up every second.
how can you do it
lol
i know you took off the tapme off your nick
lol i aint ready for that little step
i still wear your jacket and scarf
and our necklace
wow, i aint ready to get over you or move on .
shittty songs .
soooo many songs ==
shit this is gay
i miss you
and i stilll love youuuu .
pattttttyyy cakes :)
everyones going to find out .
i can sense it
lol, sorry if the all found out on my blog
lol, i duno who reads my blogg :)

- `# (L)EMEM. \ ; (R)PAAAAAT is irreplacable :'( says:
LOL YOU TOOK OUT THE TAPME .
big step :)
- P-A-Double TUH-ERS ;) says:
sorry .
you took yours out too
or wait
you never had it ?
- `# (L)EMEM. \ ; (R)PAAAAAT is irreplacable :'( says:
I NEVER HAD A TAPME 1428
- P-A-Double TUH-ERS ;) says:
Ohhs
- `# (L)EMEM. \ ; (R)PAAAAAT is irreplacable :'( says:
ive always hat... pat :)
had*
- P-A-Double TUH-ERS ;) says:
im sorry ..
:(
- `# (L)EMEM. \ ; (R)PAAAAAT is irreplacable :'( says:
breeeeeeatheeee .
- P-A-Double TUH-ERS ;) says:
Im Sorry .

its okay
its jst the fact that, you can handle shit
unlike me
all i do is cry
like i am now :)

lol i get emotional so easy
if i think, talk, or anythign that has to do with you .
- `# (L)EMEM. \ ; (R)PAAAAAT is irreplacable :'( says:
yea
lol me on ther other hand, is not over you and isnt ready t make that little step
coz shes a big baby.

im taking slow baby steps .
oh wellllllllllll
this is a shit weeek .
LOL .
the fact that, we broke it.
im getting in shit at skewl
and i lost my sb
which you know pattty.

i remember the tect i sent andrew - i miss him :)
LOL .

- `# (L)EMEM. \ ; (R)PAAAAAT is irreplacable :'( says:
yeeeeeeeeep
*COUGHIN REALLY REALLY LOUD* i still love you :)
- P-A-Double TUH-ERS ;) says:
i love you too .
i still do
you know i do

wer liek dan and serena, gg season one, last ep .

s- okay the photographers
gone, you can let go now

d- i dont wannt to.

lol BREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEATHEEEE .
LOL
patty you know that signal
it means im tearing or crying
weeee .
crying :)